Tonight I heard my dads voice when I talked. I felt like him for a second. I’m probably going to turn into him. My biggest fear. I’m scared.
November 2011
82 posts
When I’m at work and I curse. I realize I have a very colorful vocabulary.
- I hurt myself or something startles me and I say
- Austin: God bless America(you know simply because I don't want to scream out god dammit)
- Emily: and everyone
- Dweeb. I love you.
I'm an idiot
KB- Caress me Down, Sublime
I’ll be honest the only reason I dated you was for sex. I’m sorry, I know You really did love me and I used that trust so bad.
CS- One Night Only, The Follow Through
You were the one who taught me I need to do more than talk to my significant other. You taught me to be a part of their life and let them into mine. You weren’t a bad girlfriend and I’d value a friendship with you. We just weren’t meant to be together.
CC- Almost, Bowling for Soup
You were older than me. You weren’t very attractive. You’re my only dirty secret. I wanted you so badly because I thought you were perfect. It was just teenage infatuation. You did let me know I was a good person though so thanks.
LM- Your last Lullaby, Farewell Unknown
I don’t care about you as much as I thought I would. I never think about you. You lied and you cheated. You’re a shitty person.
KM- Ride the Wings of pestilence, From First to Last
I liked you until the end. Yet even though I pleaded for you to stay you insulted me and ran into the arms of someone else. You’re two-faced and pathetic.
KM- When I get home You’re so Dead, Mayday Parade
You lied, you cheated, and for the longest time I felt like I was the one who was doing wrong. You’re the reason I hate people. You’re the reason I have a hard time trusting anyone. I don’t have any feelings toward you. Thank you for dumping my stupid ass I needed to be knocked all the way down to see what I was doing to myself.
LD- Wow, I can get Sexual Too, Say Anything
I had sex with you just to have sex. I’ve never found anything interesting about you in fact I really don’t like you as a person. I’m pretty sure we used each other. I used you so I’m sorry.
HD- But it’s Better if you Do, Panic! At the disco
I liked you way before we had a physical relationship, but when we started doing things I had no emotion towards you. I betrayed your trust. I destroyed our chance at friendship. I’m so sorry.
ED- Be my Escape, Reliant K
You’ve been the biggest effluence on my life as of yet and I want to say I love you. Regardless of everything that has happened between us since our summer… You’re the one I want for the rest of my life, but I just want you to be happy.
